Okay.
This might be strange but after racing for a day, that night just as I am falling asleep for night I have a quick dream of a lowside, that would jerk me out of my sleep just as I am trying to re-gather the front wheel. Only happens after racing, my girlfriend is so use to it she would ask me if I lowsided or highsided. Any psychology majors out there that can answer this? Does this happen to anybody else? Repressed fear of a lowside coming out? Dunno.